I m bored... slpy.. tired.. restless.. n everything !! But i cant slp.. cos my eyes are painful.. so decided i would blog for awhile then retreat to my bed !! short n brief updates ba!

Thursday
accompanied tt zhu to the hospital for a check-up.. cos my poor guy's gonna go for wisdom tooth operation soon.. n i m gonna be his maid for tt period.. muahahaha.. -FAINTZ-
right.. i m jus kidding.. i m too bored.. but realli he's going for operation next week.. n then we went ikea awhile.. cos i wanted to find my bean bag !! sadly, i cant seems to find anything with near resemblances to it? went touring around.. looking at all the furnitures.. thinking of how to renovate my room.. lolx.. n He copy mi !! wahaha.. kk.. we think alike .. =p

Pictures~!!

in da hospital.. i know i m crazy to take pics.. but i m bored !!




n tts him reading the papers..


wif his 02 mini.. i m jealous of her.. cos he keeps playing wif her.. lol.. Jus kidding..


n then the both of us.. he looks so cute in the 2nd pic !! -love



him in erm.. haha.. so cute ! at ikea..


okok.. rushed down to suntec to meet up wif spencer n zhen cos we are going to the jazz performance !

in e cab !!


pigster rite? always slping!


n this.. no idea why i took it.. but kinda cute hor.. muahaha..


yuppie.. went to the blackbox at indoor stadium.. actualli the place was veri breath-taking.. but all of us wasnt in the right attire i guess.. so we kinda felt out ta place.. but over all its ok..

i truly am impressed by the pianist n the drumer.. but so not impressed by the singer.. wasnt quite up to the standard i guess..

n there's the small audi where the band plays..


the tidbits n candles on each table.. nice isnt it ?


went to geylang to eat.. n we saw Tay Ping Hui n Bai Wei Siu.. i tell ya.. Tay Ping Hui is veri super duper good-looking.. He definitely attract alot of attention.. Bai Wei Siu was also veri pretty ! but ar.. ya.. wif layers of make-up.. lolx..

Friday
went to sch for chicken chop! haha.. twice in a week??
ok..anyway.. was slacking time for us in union after tt..
went down to holland v to meet up wif crist they all for his belated birthday celebration..
after which i went to wooden table there to meet up wif spencer, weiling, ronghua n lucas..
talks n talks were going on.. no doubt when i heard sth.. was in kinda shock.. but its over.. nvm..
wenxin n qiuyan came over to join us.. so we all continued talking..
n i was tired.. went home ko !

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday
ok.. basicalli was slacking at home the whole day..
met up wif zhen n bought her to my hairdresser to cut hair.. lol.. so tempting to go do my hair! but no money.. =( so nvm.. haha..
supposed to meet up wif spencer n all for dinner.. but did not..
so sorrie guys ! hehe..

-I m so missing someone tt day-

Sunday
hehe.. woke up super early today! -faintz- so tt explains why i m so tired ! up at an early time of 730am.. prepared n went to meet up wif lucas cos he booked out le..
acc him home to change n off to east coast !!!! whoo... long time since i cycled ! yeay... so so happi.. hehe..
today's such a erm.. i dont know wat to say.. unlucky? or rather those whu offended mi unlucky? i have a serious problem with those ppl whu dont know how to differentiate the meaning of cycling paths n walking paths.. n those whu dont know how to tell where the hell the traffic is going..
there's this bunch of guys cycling n crossing into my path.. its like so F*cked up !! i was fuming mad.. so i jus sort of scolded them..
n then there's this whole bunch of malay teens walking on the cycling tracks.. n so obviously they were obstructing the traffic.. i offered a polite way of "excuse mi" but somehow tt did not knock some sense into them.. i jus "shouted" at them to excuse mi ! shitz... grrrr...
n there's this girl whu suddenly outta nowhere cycled right infront of lucas n brake w/o warning.. n she didnt even bother to apologize or wat..
n there's this woman whu cut his queue at mac's... she's realli veri rude.. wasnt being apologetic at all.. she stil "diao" him when she walked away... sickening bunch of ppl.. hiak..

went to massage after washing up.. its my first time to such place !! n haha.. i m so so so sensitive.. cos i always feel tickling.. n instead of relaxing.. i was tensing up.. muahaha.. halfway thru.. i blurted out to lucas tt i felt veri veri veri ticklish !!! hahaa...ops.. lolx..n he scared e hell out of mi !!! i realli nearly fainted.. not knowing watta do.. haha..

went to holland v for dinner.. n went home after tt.. *tired*

Pictures~!!

tts mi.. when i was waiting for him to change i was so bored tt i started taking pictures! haha..



n him !! when he rushed down.. hehe.. =) so cute rite? *melts*


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n ya.. random pictures.. veri cute !! haha..






wat a day !! like wat he said.. Xi Nu Ai Le all got le.. lol.. arrr... but why the heck did i meet up wif such rude ppl nowadays !!!! seriously i m realli mad !! they realli made my day down...

As usual, though a not so good day.. it always ends well.. jus cos he's there..

yup yup.. i uploaded a new song.. i simply love this song..

Each time this song plays, his image cant help but appear in my mind..

cos yea.. he's the gift tt i have found.. And.. I m thankful for it everyday..

=)

Jim Brickman n Martina Mcbride - The Gift

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on like a fairy tale come true
Sittin' by the fire we made
You're the answer when i prayed
I would find someone and baby i found you

And all i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift

Watching as you softly sleep
What i'd give if i could keep
Just this moment if only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us gray
But baby in my eyes you'll still be beautiful

And all i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift

All i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
Can't find the words to say
And i'm thankful everyday
Thank you for the gift

actualli nothing much to update.. jus tt i spend the whole day or rather ytd.. hehe.. uploading n editing pics !! faintz..

as promised.. i uploaded the compilations of zhu tou n mi !! heehehee.. (think he's gonna kill mi) Muahaha.. its cute ma.. *blink blink* =pPp

today's such a sweet day.. yupie yupie..
i was woken up by him.. yes yes.. him.. hehe.. tot i wont be able to see him today cos he got some seminar thingy after book out.. he actualli rushed to bp plaza to meet mi for lunch.. aww.. =)
so i dragged myself outta bed.. in a dazed situation i poked my eyeballs !! who can be more blur then mi? hahaa... But all was worth jus to see him.. muahaha..

went home n started editing uploading pic.. i tell ya.. i realli nearly fainted.. its over a hundred pics k.. arr... supposed to meet up wif az n lz but didnt cos was held up wif some stuffs.. sobz..
I looked like a mad lady sitting in front of the com staring blankly when waiting for the photos to be uploaded..

n jus so right.. when i finished wif everything.. lucas called.. he rushed here to meet up wif moi !! why?? cos he miss mi !! haha.. i m missed by someone.. lol.. went to night market as he did not have a proper dinner.. a short chat.. n off he goes to zzzz .. cos he's booking in tml..

yeay yeay !! going sentosa n shopping wif zhen tml.. was toking to her jus now.. n i cant help feeling angry for her.. over tt stupid idiotic banana mang kali monkey & pig-faced person.. haha.. think she should know who i toking abt.. i dont know how to describe him.. or i reckon tt would be it though.. Wahahahaha..

i uploaded a new song !!! actualli i have lotsa nice nice songs in mind... haha.. ok.. watever..
its 我心动了 by 顺子/Ben . . . .

我 怎么形容 心中的感受
用一个眼神 一个动作你都懂
越来越渴望遇到 会 懂得我的人
越来越难遇到 在 我生活之中

我 怎么形容 你给我的感受
不只像朋友 比知己浓
不会错 不会错 我心动了

只有你的手能抚慰 我 多年的寂寞
只有你的吻能解开 我 过往的忧愁

我们都尝过 爱情 给的挫折
流过了泪 躲藏过
直到心合 冷静 等待结果
谁能真懂我 让我心动

只有你的手能抚慰 我 多年的寂寞
只有你的吻能解开 我 过往的忧愁

只有你的手能抚慰 我 多年的寂寞
只有你的吻能解开 我 过往的忧愁......


right right for those whu dont know wat the mang kali i wrote.. or cant view it..
its the lyrics la duhz.. jus go to
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realised tt i am quite chatty, talkative n siao siao lately..

erm.. there could be no other reason..

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i m in love.. n i miss him..

today's gonna be a long long post.. plus lotsa lotsa Pictures !!

Yesterday Mi, Lucas, Zhen n Hc went back to sch !! whoo.. its the start of SP's new school term.. Actualli we aint that good la hur.. we went back SP for the Chicken Chop ! haha.. n Fc1 is totalli Newly Renovated !! I cant believe that they renovate it right after i GRAD !! TTs so UNFAIR !! read the words in bold !! totalli UNFAIR !!!! lol.. the new Fc1 is nice n clean, plus its equiped wif better ventilation systems. All the food stalls are so nicely decorated... grrr.. lol..

Due to Boredom, Out came my Camera ! ta-da!

tts mi !!

mi n zhen plus lz on the phone.. muahaha..

mi n lucas ! muackz..

mi !!

mi n hc kor !! hoo hoo..

hee.. n afew more pics of mi.. i m bored k !! they couldnt be bothered wif mi !!!



tts mi n zhen again!! without lz on the phone.. haha..


n we went off to union for our carrom session !!! sad to say.. i kept losing.. arrrr

tts lucas!!

n zhen gal.. so cutez ritez !

my kor playing carrom.. looking so serious!

lucas.. looking so serious too ! faintz


haha.. but !! look at his legz.. omg.. haha!!

n of cos mi !!!

he wif his O2 mini..

he........ lol...

lucas wif his 0 1 2 5.. haha.. i forced him.. but its cute isnt it !!





After the carrom session, waited for the rest to arrive. Biwei, Spencer, Cheewee, Dajun, Aunt plus the four of us headed down to clementi for dinner ! Charlene girl joined us after her itp, n we played pool afterwards. More pictures taken but not wif my phone. haha. so cant upload. =p

My Dear said he was touched wif my previous entry !!! haha.. beats mi too.. -shrugs-

oh.. n Happi Birthday Ronghua !!!!!! =)

i m tired n exhausted!! gonna go for a rest soon after this..
Happi Birthday Crist !!!

went for dche class gathering on sat, met up wif dumb dumb at my hse's bus-stop, n in the end both of us were veri veri late, so we took a cab down to taka to meet up wif the rest. i truly am amazed by the number who turned up, lotsa un-expecteds.(is there such word) lolx
had lunch at breeks, or rather i had my dessert there, wasnt up to the standard but stil ok i guess. I was god damn bored there, or i should say i was seated at the very wrong location. hiak. Found out what the rest of the ppl are doing nowadays, talked abit, blah blah blah. Kept having those eye-contacts with sz, cos i think she knows how i felt. haha. Am i glad to see both she n nigel getting on fine ! haha. both xin fu people

Lucas came to save my day !! lolx. ok. it wasnt tt bad la hur. jus erm.. watever. He came all the way to breeks to fetch mi. So sweetz ! hee. n i m truly enchanted by him when i saw him, cos he looks absolutely stunning in his shirt ! haha. ops. =)

We walked to ps to catch monster-in-laws. Great show !! veri veri entertaining n hilarious. But i tell ya, if i have such mother-in-law, i would for hell freaked out, chickened out n everything. muahaha. Nice ending too, lolx. Saw Mingyu n Xinyi after tt, n i told her to go watch tt movie! lol.

tts mi n lucas ! haha.. n the top he bought for mi !! hugs.


Rush down to cityhall to meet up with az, lz, dill, rh, cindy, jerm, maureen, apple, cheewee, spencer & hc to celebrate rh's birthday. Lz stun mi with her funni stories again, lolx but she's realli poor thing la. >",<
Had dinner at the marina square foodcourt. Headed down to Indochin at Clarke Quay, actualli the ambience is great there ! But mayb we are gonna spoil it all if we sat down, so switched to another place.

Wasnt in the mood to mix around, mayb in one of my weird moods again, jus wanna find a quiet n peaceful corner in the noisy & hectic pub to observe ppl. lol ! i know, i m weird. Plus the music n atmosphere really giving my a headache. All of us started drinking, talking, playing, taking photos. Everyone mayb except mi. haha. Within afew hours, they finished 3 bottles of chivas! Kong Bu !

Part time-Dill got drunk ! haha. its funni yet scary to see him drunk, realli made quite a commotion ! n i was talking to rh most of the time. Stupid him, suddenly came up to mi n said "Xin Fu de Nu Ren" n went up to lucas saying "Xin Fu de Nan Ren" sth lidat. faintz. n he goes on n on n on n on, saying tt lucas will stay with mi till the end n i will too, blah blah blah.

ok. i m too lazy to type anymore. *more pictures coming soon !!*

ps: Zhen.. sorrie to make u worried abt tt night. n take care of urself !!!!! u know wat i mean k..

("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")
But i admit. i m realli veri xin fu now !! =)


It is said that you only truely fall in love once,
But everytime I look at you,
I Fall In Love all over again.......

yup yup.. went to sentosa wif my bb today.. =)
the sun's damn good today !! my shoulders are black !! jitao black !!..
ops.. hee.. lazy day for us.. i even fell aslp there.. i guess the same goes for tt zhu tou..

Photos after sentosa !!!







went off in the later afternoon.. n had dinner at marche... yummi !! delicious food again hur.. haha... i ate the waffle thingy.. its delicious.. omg.. heaven.. ok..
went for the little town walk.. n talk.. oh gosh.. i blurted lotsa things out to him.. *slap* my itchy mouth.. geez...

anyway.. a small note to gary.. thanks alot man.. ur msg did surprise mi.. n brighten my day.. feels great when u wake up in the morning to have a msg from a caring fren.. =) take care of urself too !! may u stay xinfu always too !!.. =)

seriously have no idea wat to blog abt.. went to sentosa on monday.. it was fun.. madness.. lotsa joys.. n everything ! haha.. but so sad tt someone wasnt there.. n i developed a high fever the veri night.. so sad..

i went for my sakae sushi buffet on tuesday wif lucas.. yummilicious !!!!!! n i caught girls looking at him... haha.. jitao laugh till i peng bcos of his reaction when i told him.. muahaha.. went to stadium waterfront walk walk.. lotsa talks, jokes n craps coming from us..
n i think we can realli drive each other mad.. haha.. madness..

its been slacking these two days.. n whoo hoo！！ carrie's the american idol !! she's bloody good.. n she so deserve the title man.. yea yea !! k..i going sentosa tml !! yipee... lol


-have u ever missed someone so badly tt u wish he's right beside u?-
-have u ever missed someone so badly tt u even dreamt tt he's beside u?-

i dont believe tt u could miss someone tt badly...

but now...

i do.. =)

supposed to go sentosa wif zhen gal todae..

but cancelled.. cos i m not feeling well..

its bloody 2 weeks plus.. n i stil havent recover..

jus taken my temperature.. its a freaking 37.5 degrees..

zzzz...

go rest le.. ciaoz!

so sad.. today's sentosa trip was cancelled again.. bcos of mi.. -guilty man-
wasnt feeling well when i woke up.. so decided tt i should give it a miss..
sorrie girls.. there will be next time soon !! =)

slept n slept.. so so so tired.. finalli dragged myself out of the bed.. acc lucas to the doc as he's having fever n all.. see i so good rite.. muahaha.. actualli not la hur.. went to queensway.. saw a few things tt i wanna buy.. bags.. skirts.. slippers.. but i think i shall not.. if not i will be damn broke.. lol.. n i found a phone tts packed wif functions, everything.. plus it looks good.. damn it.. its like the perfect phone tt i searched for so long.. but i guess its gonna cost a bomb cos its a pda phone plus it has tt freaky 3G technology wif it.. n ta da !!

Motorola A1000....


lol.. i gonna work.. save n scrimp.. until i get my hands on this phone.. lol.. tt zhu tou is so hooked onto O2 mini.. till i got to pull him after frm the display.. -_-""""""" faintz.. went home after sending him home.. i know i know.. i m so good.. lolz.. =x alright.. its bcos its sick la hur.. gonna ko soon !!! tired..... zzzzzz

updates !

Monday
was rotting at home.. n watching "My Date With Vampire I". Cant believe rite.. i am stil slacking my life away.. lolx.. watever.. went to town wif lucas n caught the movie "Divergence". So mani hunks in e movie !! -drools- muahaha.. oh well.. but i found there's no linkage betw the 2 diff parts in the movie.. weirdz.. or is it tt i m too slow to catch the story-line? cant be rite.. lol..

went dinner at nooch.. realli had a hard time deciding on wat to eat.. cos there's jus too much stuffs on e menu !!
i would say tt the food's not bad though.. =)

went home n continued watching my vcd all the way till morning !! when i m supposed to go get some rest.. cos meeting zhen for sentosa on tuesday.. muahaha.. ops..

Tuesday
sentosa trip cancelled !! n so lucky tt it got cancelled.. was raining heavily the whole afternoon.. lol.. so the piggy side of mi started to emerge !! slept thru the whole afternoon.. got woke up by my cousin's call.. seriously have no idea how he got my number.. told him tt i would call back ltr but i didnt.. haha..

went for ktv.. n sth damn idiotic happened to mi..
i fell down !! to think of it.. i even predicted tt i would fall down.. n "PARRGG" i fell.. my 3-quarts was filled wif dirt n mud.. eeewww.. sickening.. rushed home to change.. n i was late.. so sorry gal.. lol.. tml i wont be late !!!

went to clementi partyworld for ktv.. nose blocked n everything.. realli had difficulty singing.. so sad.. =( my cousin was msg-ing mi all the while.. n somehow i felt weird.. its funi tt out of the blue.. he wans to treat mi to dinner when we are not exactly tt close u see..

sang till 11 plus.. went home.. on my way home.. my mom called n i asked her abt my cousin.. i m damn disappointed in her.. sad to say.. ppl realli do change 360 degrees suddenly.. she realli said sth tt trigger the volcano in mi.. n yes.. i erupted.. much to her surprise..

i know she's been thru alot.. n i m so trying my best to acc her n help her.. i always try to stay home n tok to her.. mayb i have communication problem wif her.. she always appears to understand about the things i reason out wif.. n the next moment she completely forgot abt it !! i realli have to say tt my mom isnt the most pleasant person to get along wif.. unknowingly she gets on ppl nerves quite easily n almost all the time.. of cos i have to admit tt i do not have a good temper towards her.. somehow my level of tolerance wif her is low.. mayb cos she's my mom.. n i expect tt she understands my situation which i told her umpteen times.. but i know how she feels during this period.. i know its hard.. tts why i always try to stay by her.. apparently.. she does not understands my situation.. whu would like to be sandwiched betw their parents.. n fark.. i m the most innocent person here.. yet.. she speaks without even giving a tot of how i would feel.. i m hurt.. though i knew she did not mean it.. but words are powerful tools.. they hurt more badly than any physical weapon..

i cried after the phone call.. i dont know why so.. is it tears of anger, tears of disappointment or tears of sadness.. i cant distinguish.. i realli dont know if i could treat her the same way as i used to.. i feel a crack in our relationship.. mom once said tt arguments n quarrels are part n parcel of a relationship.. tt applies to mi, my bro n my dad.. but somehow i began to feel tt too much arguments realli cause a strain.. n a strain would eventualli lead to tiredness n mayb to a point where the relationship is beyond salvage.. tts how it happened to mom n dad.. i finalli understood wat he meant when he said he was tired..... i guess i realli do... i m beginning to feel tired too.....

oooo.. i got my eclairs !!!!!

they are yummylicious !!!!! muahaha...

but i promise i cant touch them till i fully recover... so i will keep up to my promise... >,"<>friday.. met up wif union frens at holland v blk 40 for dinner.. its meant to be a farewell dinner for hanz.. mi, zhen, wee and lucas arrived.. n the host was late !! slowly.. more n more came.. n yea.. had dinner !! yummy yummy.. so sad tt i had flu n all.. so did not realli enjoyed myself at the dinner..

n after which we went to clementi partyworld.. did not wish to go.. as its pointless to go wif my sore throat.. so bored n bored.. lol.. kinda pity hanz.. cos lucas was making him drink n drink.. haha.. wat a funni sight.. and i !! i bluff him to drink too ! li hai eh.. =p

alright.. took some pictures!

tts moi ! in my new hair cut !


n mi again !! wee wee tried to squeeze in !! unfortunately.. no ! haha..


mi n lucas.. looking so bu shuang hur !!.... !!


mi, wee wee n lucas.. muahaha.. i m sandwiched !!


n then.. tts wenxin... =0)


n of cos qiuyan... (,")


2 veri beautiful girls hur... muahaha.. mi n qiuyan.. =p


n mi !! wif the toy from kinda surprise tt da jun boy gave mi !! muhahaha..


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kk.. sat went for weekend activity.. shall not mention wat happened earlier in the day.. chim xin.. hiak.. met up wif lucas, wee wee, rh, dill n weiling at clementi for dinner.. proceeded to sch met up wif zhen.. n helped out at the night walk n all..
actualli basically was nua-ing in union.. haha.. helped out in the make up of the ghosts.. muhahaa..

bored ar... started taking photos wif my phone..

but i onli took 1 n onli photo..


n tts my side view of my hair ! muahaha.. actualli the focus was on the white dotz on my cheeks.. dont know whu left it there ! haha.. but kinda think this photo's cool! lol


here comes the zi lian kuang ! muahahah... need i say more...



went for breakfast at clementi on sunday morning... so tired ! faint..

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hee.. changed a layout..
cute aint it? omg.. so cozy hur.. muahaha..

went to char's hse today.. had dinner wif her n her parents..
tt gal's gonna be gone to thailand on tuesday for 6 whole weeks !!
-faintz-

stil not feeling tt well.. i realli dont know wats wrong wif mi..
been vomitting since last thursday..
n i tot everything was ok when i did not vomit on monday..
then i started to have serious diarrhoea..
stomach was aching like hell.. n for god knows wat reason..
it churn n churn non-stop the whole day.. so so xin ku !!
grrr...
n so after my stupid diarrhoea days..
i had flu !!! wat the !!! so damn frustrated..
sore throat, runny nose n everything sets in.. -_-'"

right right.. enough of lamenting...
anyway.. i got a nice n sweet surprise ytd..
i got my levis lady style shirt.. haha..
realli am veri shocked.. plus delighted.. plus touched..
n plus everything.. lol..
wat can i say more.. omg..
n whu would give mi such a nice surprise??

..... other than tt ta zhu tou

....lucas... =)

long time since i blogged..
seriously.. i dont know wat to type..
too mani things happened tt i jus cant summarise out everything..

there's sth realli veri wrong wif mi recently..
i kept having stomach ache n would wake up in the middle of the night vomitting..
terrible feeling ! omg..
everything i ate would end up in a pool of vomit in the night..
hiak.. it totalli spoils all my mood..

oh.. something to update.. sat i went for my sec sch outing !
its superb.. before tt.. was stil worried tt there might be a communication barrier..
cos its like we havent met in 4 years ! tt long hur.. haha..
but everything turns out ok! bravo..
went to marche for dinner.. my stomach wasnt in the right mood tt day..
but stil i cant resist the food la hur.. muahaha.. typical mi..

after dinner was ktv session at party world.. so so so sian..
cos i was having sore throat tt day.. hiak.. sucky day for mi hur..
but then i stil managed to finish the first song.. lolx..
i must say.. i m amazed by afew of them.. especially edmund..
didnt know tt he's a joker.. he did crack all of us up !!

went to swensen's for ice cream.. but poor mi !! i cant eat cos of my stomach..
grrrr... sickening !!!
haha.. lotsa craps n laughter there.. edmund was like driving the 3 girls nuts wif his constant toking n laming..
he sure can talk a great deal ! -salute-
never did i expect tt the outing to end so late.. crap all the way to 3 plus 4 am..

but its such a great outing !! lol.. had realli a good laugh man..
such a pity tt i wasnt feeling well tt day.. wif my stomach aching n all.. i jus felt so uncomfortable..
sobz..

think there will be another class outing within this year again.. yea?
lol.. tok to edmund n sheng yuan.. n ah gong.. all seems so keen for a second outing..

cheers !!! cheers to swiss' 4e2.. u guys rox !!!

omg !!!!

i made him angry... arr... sobz.. feel so so so bad.. n so sad.. =(

shitz..

dui bu qi !!!!! arr.. didnt do it on purpose..
i promise there will not be a second time... really..

-promise-

i m back wif updates.. yipee... been a week or so since i graduated.. gotta look for a job in may soon ! haha.. its been havoc man.. cant use a single word to describe my life.. muahaha.,.

friday - 15 april

did not meet up wif dill, rh n wee in the end.. cos they couldnt book out in time.. hehe.. nvm la.. so i went home.. acc my mama.. hehe..

saturday - 16 april

slacked at home.. hehe..
till my dad came home.. hiak.. details not to be mentioned.. i jus feel veri veri sad la..
went out to meet wee, rh, dill, spencer, jr, az, hc and weiling at wala wala..
for god know wat reason.. i started to cry n cry there.. its like suddenly i m undergoing a depression mood.. hiak.. zhen thanks for being there for mi k? hiak..

sunday - 17 april

went to sentosa wif dill, rh, wee, spencer, hanz, weiling, kokwee, regine, hc, qinglai, kelvin, zijian n stella.. had a good chat wif rh.. its betw us.. haha.. he mentioned alot of things tt realli set mi into deep tots..
az n lz came to look for us.. so we went to have girls' talk too ! haha..
after which all of us headed down to harbour front hawker to have dinner cos all of us were super duper hungry.. lol.. after dinner all of us went home..
sad to say.. i was realli feeling veri veri down.. sorrie part time !!
dumb dumb called mi n talked.. i was realli veri veri angry..

when i reached home.. another round of drama hur.. mi n my mom ended in tears comforting each other.. wat the hell.. -_- haiz.. was so so so depressed tt i couldnt talk on the phone when lucas called..

wat can i say.. i was realli feeling terrible.. was thinking thru the night..

monday - 18 april

woke up early to meet lucas.. cos i'm going sentosa !! yipee.. he gave mi a bottle of seashells tt he picked from redang.. its super duper nice !!! hee.. thankz..
off to sentosa! n god knows it started raining !! wail.. jitao horrible..
waited for the rain to stop n we went to catch "who knows"
erm.. practicalli wasnt concentrating on the movie.. my mind wasnt in the right mood..
had dinner n talked to him.. seriously was feeling veri sad.. but i guess i did not show it at all..

reached home called part time started crying le..
jitao sucky lo.. been crying for these few days.. shitz..

tuesday - 19 april

met up wif lz to buy az's present.. talked to her.. n she said i did the right thing.. lolz..
shopped around orchard.. combed taka, wisma, paragon, heeren, etc..
hoped tt she will like it ba.. =pPp n i bought my levis square-fit jeans.. its veri pretty! ahha..
rushed off for my tuition.. hee.. horrible kids.. lolz..
received lucas' msg at night.. saying he came to a decision blah blah blah..
end up tok to him for whole night also dont know wat he toking.. -_-

wednesday - 20 april

met up wif az n off to sentosa we go ! hehe..
realli a girl's talk there.. gal.. thanks for listening to mi.. n u yourself dont so fan k? cheer up !
went home.. n stil deciding if i should join them at zouk ltr..
in the end i stil went.. met up wif lucas at cck n took a cab down..
tt zhu tou made mi cry hor! ji dan..
meet up wif lz ,az n her frens outside zouk..
e music tt night was not bad.. but not realli in a dancing mood ba..
till towards the ltr part.. tt idiot jiansheng said i ying dang !! -_-
ji dan.. lolz.. went off early wif lucas.. cos he got to book in camp..
n such a miracle tt i did not slp when i reached home.. i was stil watching vcd.. dumb mi..
seriously.. its the happiest day for mi.. haha..

thursday - 21 april

slept almost the whole day i tink? haha.. met up wif lucas for lunch..
couldnt rem wat i did.. think is slack at home? haha.. n trying to figure out my dumb com..

friday - 22 april

woke up early to meet az to shop for her stuffs for her chalet.. so so so so tired man ! grrr..
went to sembawang to meet her.. haha.. two cute gals going around the supermarket.. walking rounds n rounds.. muahahah.. ltr hc n lucas came to help her..
n wif her dad's help we carried the things to her hse.. slack there awhile then transport the rest of the things down to the chalet aloha changi is it? haha..
checked in n all.. n mi az hc lucas plus az's parents went to have dinner... haha.. realli veri homely ar.. muahaha... then her parents fetch mi go tuition.. keke.. =pPp

after tuition.. met up wif dill wee n rh n head down to the chalet tog.. think part time mood veri bad tt day.. so dont dare to tok to him.. haha.. slacked at the chalet.. played mj.. but i onli play a bit nia.. then throw give rh play le.. lolz.. realli too too tired to concentrate ar.. so i went to slp le !!!! but onli slept for less than 1 hour.. sobz


saturday - 23 april

woke up n started to disturb e gals!!! hahahhaa... woke weiling, charlene n az up.. i n weiling took turns to jump beside lz... n she so power !! jitao lie flat there slp... dotz.. hahaha..

went off wif lucas cos he got to book in.. n i got to go home.. went home n instead of resting see my mom crying.. stayed up n acc her.. finalli took a rest... n got woken up by nigel's call !!!!!!!!! say wanna play mj... wah... shag ar..

made my way down to az's chalet.. jitao got the shag look on my face.. lolz.. on the way met agnes.. n she was complaining to mi abt her job.. haha.. so cartoon..

basicalli was bbq-ing.. buffet... mj... toking... blah blah blah.. n its az's birthday !!!

should have jus stayed downstairs man.. the moment i went up.. part time they all ask mi play five-ten n drink le.. shitz.. drink until i veri veri bloated ar... plus super tired.. so i went to slp..


sunday - 24 april

happi birthday girl !!!! muackz... =)
the next thing i knew it was i woke up n vomited.. think no one dare to drink milo le la.. haha.. once i vomited i jitao super awake.. n they throw mi to slp wif wx.. 2 drunk gals... haha.. so funni ar.. in the end i cant slp.. cos part time they all were haha.. fighting? i also dont know how to describe haha..

in the end az told mi she's veri sad.. so i acc her to the next room wif gary, beng, soulmate n js.. si gary.... keep saying mi... ji dan... haha... i jitao like princess man.. cos i veri hungry then az say whu lose go down take food for mi.. muahahah.. then acc girl to take her presents.. lolz.. hope u like it k ? =pPp

talked n slacked till morning... helped her clear up awhile.. then i jus sat down on the sofa n ko le... haha.. lucky js offered to send mi home.. haha..
haha.. he jitao make mi fly man.. keep calling mi xiao ke ai.. cartoon.. lolz..

went home slp until lucas called n woke mi up.. went out n meet him.. veri tired ar !!! watched infection... both of us super blur abt wat the movie is showing.. super duper lame show lo... -_-
went queenstown there for stringray !!!!! yummi hahaa...

had a heart to heart tok wif him.. erm.. found out alot of things.. haha.. tts for both of us to know.. shhh..

went home n ko le... realli veri veri tired ar !!!

monday - 25 april

slept all the way till 3 pm wor.. realli zhu ar.. haha..
n i did sth stupid !!! i went to cut my hair again !!! i went to cut it short !!! omg... lolz.. disaster!
js called when i was cutting hair.. haha.. jitao cartoon.. for god know wat reasons he keep calling mi xiao ke ai haha..
n he casualli said he wanna come find mi ltr... tot he's kidding.. n in the end he realli came to look for mi.. so we tok tok n tok.. ended up told him abt lucas.. lol..
n he drew a lot of conclusions for mi.. haha.. chatted wif him all the way till 1 plus 2 ar..

ah ha ! i m blogging at ky's hse again..

thursday - 7 april

-pondering-
wat did i do today? lol.. its my second paper today !! n i did not study much.. omg !!
went for the exam half-heartedly.. lol..
but its stil alright ! yipee.. lol..

met up wif lucas n we went to holland's thai express for dinner !
gosh.. i had a fright man ! tt zhu tou ordered damn alot of things.. -_-
haha.. its such an accomplishment tt we managed to finish most of it..

-2 paper down, 2 more to go!-

friday - 8 april

haa.. supposed to go qaas lesson.. but i overslept muahaha.. piggy mi..
went to ky hse after all to get tips from nigel n bao..
played mj.. n kaoz.. its the first time i lost so so much..
did not game at all lo.. n stil tio nigel bao lo.. -_-

went for tuition.. n met up wif part time @!
hee.. he made the plastic name keyring for moi.. had dinner then went home le..

saturday - 9 april

woke up super duper early to settle my visa mini stuffs..
initial plan was to go study but diao.. got psycho by lucas to go zoo..
met up wif him n we headed down to cck to meet up wif the rest - junrong, ronghua, aizhen, her cousin, jeremy and cheewee..
n off to the zoo we go !!

realli had lotsa fun there.. haha.. lazy to mention e details..
we went down to holland v.. had dinner at xo there..
the auntie was damn damn attitude.. realli made every single one of us pissed off..
spencer n hc came to join us..
after which lucas went off to meet up wif his frens while we went to breko to look for dillon n weiling then proceeded to wala wala..
lotsa photo taking session n craps going round haha.. superb day.. =)

sunday - 10 april

went to bugis to study.. n sadly did not accomplish anything hor !
my paper's on monday.. n yet.. i m slacking away.. haiz..
met up wif spencer cos he wanted to pass mi the infra red port..
then part time came to find mi.. n since i cant study.. we went shopping !

omg.. i jitao spent a bomb.. 100 plus i think..bought perfume, ear rings, a belt, a beach shorts and a veri interesting top.. muahaha..
went home early to study.. tsk tsk..

monday - 11 april

my qaas paper !! lucky its quite easy.. yipee..
sometimes i realli wonder if i will ever be tt lucky.. tsk..
went out wif ky after tt.. was in a veri veri bad mood.. haiz..

spent a bomb again.. bought tops and a belt..
after tt went home n tried so hard to study for my last paper..
sadly.. as expected not much done huh...

-3 more down ! 1 more to go-

tuesday - 12 april

n i did not study again ! realli realli wondering if i m having exams or holiday man..
got woken by lucas.. yawn.. acc him to orchard cos he wanted to get beach pants..
went to pasta mania for lunch.. yum yum !

decided to go kbox.. lol.. n sing n sing n sing..
went home cos i have a paper next day.. but lol.. tt zhu tou was tempted by the night market at my hse area.. so acc him..

this is the worse paper man ! i totalli totali have zero concentration.. hiak..
forcing all the facts into my dumb head..till i nearly gave up..
zzzzzz

wednesday - 13 april

this day marks my freedom man !!!!!! oh man.. i waited for like dont know how long.. haha..
the paper completely sucks man.. i finished it in an hour.. its not cos i realli know how to do.. i realli completely know nuts abt it.. hiak..

went to ronghua hse to put my stuff.. n tt zhu tou aka lucas so dumb.. he actualli came all the way down to look for mi.. dot.. slack n waited for rh to prepare.. then we went to river valley for dinner.. my mood totalli changed when i reach there.. received a call.. realli on the verge of crying.. n rh was also not in a veri good mood.. so both of us was super duper quiet on our way to zouk.. lucas was trying so hard to entertain both of us.. ar.. i appeared veri normal la.. stil joke wif him n all..

haha.. 3 of us reached zouk at a super duper timing.. or should i say we were one of the first to arrived.. muahaha.. so kuku lo ! haha.. cindy n esther came after awhile.. was toking to rh abt e phone call jus now.. trying so hard to control my tears.. hiak.. then whu knows i jus cried there.. so so malu.. -_- went out walk walk wif lucas.. tok to him.. thanks alot ar! muackz..

when we came back almost everyone was there alreadi? its like such a big crowd so so happening ! got aizhen, lingzi, junrong, ronghua, cindy, esther, cheewee, hongchon, marcus, wenxin, wenxin's fren, qinglai, samathan, vivian, joey, merf, karin, shufen, felicia n her frenz..
saw fyan there.. so happi to see him .. lol..

super memorable night hur.. think onli a few know wat i toking abt.. first time ever danced on the platform.. veri veri fun.. haha.. but so sad tt the music tt night wasnt veri nice.. n due to the lack of slp.. i was feeling so restless n tired..

took a cab wif lucas, hc n shufen.. send hc to ky's hse cos he veri seh liao.. wanted to send lucas home too.. cos he also not any better la hur.. in e end.. sat under ky blk tok n waited for him to clear up first before i called a cab for him.. wah... yuan lai take care of seh ppl so tiring de..

went back to ky hse n was alreadi so tired.. did not wan to play mj de.. cos i realli veri tired le.. but in the end dont know why lack 1 player.. so hiakk.. anything ba..

today marks the end of my sch life..happi.. so mani things happened.. should i be happi?
mayb i m.. but i cant rite? or watever man.. dotz

thursday - 14 april

reached home at 10 plus.. n i stil watched tv blah blah blah.. till i finalli fell aslp..
got woken up by lucas' call !!!! arrrr.. so tired.. after toking i went back to slp again..
n got woken by his call again.. -seh- told him to tk care of himself n have fun n off to slp..

practicalli slept the whole day.. had a conference call wif dill n rh.. ha.. so funni ar.. both of them keep arguing.. muhaha.. right.. i know wat i should do le.. thanks u guys.. =) jus need some assurance from u all.. tts all.. =p

friday - 15 april

slack n ya.. i m at ky hse playing com.. haha.. got to go tuition centre there ltr..
n meet up wif rh dill n cw for some talking sessions.. =) ciaoz.. !

been mani mani days since i last updated... shhezz... my com's down again.. wail.. its a good thing man.. sobz.. back to my updates.. provided i rem them hur..

tuesday - 28 march

erm.. spend my day slacking i think plus some studying at ky's hse.. n after which is tuition with the kids.. thats a horrible tuition day.. 2 of my kids started fightin! omg.. geez.. -_- n tts the first i ever blow up in front of them.. hiak hiak..

wednesday - 29 march

had mass T test.. omg.. i jitao forgot everything.. such a disaster.. n there i was copying away for e whole paper.. terrible.. after sch went to clementi to deliver my mini visa linkage form.. n ky came to fetch mi.. played mj wif them.. initial didnt wanna play cos i dont have money to lose !! muahaha.. but in the end i stil won.. lucky mi.. went home early.. n slacked thru out e night..

thursday - 30 march

was planning to stay at home, be a good gal n study study n study.. ha.. i gave up to temptation.. met up wif lucas to go sentosa.. b4 i took the bus.. he called n said he was raining there ! omg.. so sad... so we headed to town.. caught miss congenality 2... its a nice show ! yipee... lucas treated mi to dinner at a shop call "pizza" at wisma.. yum yum..
went to cine kbox... jitao fun lo.. tried a lot of songs tt i did not sing b4 hahha... =pPp
took a cab home wif him.. so so so so so tired !!

friday - 1 april

happi april food day !!! early morning.. i got tricked.. by someone.... jitao dotz lo... tt stupid lucas msg mi n played a trick on mi... sheee.. slacked at home the whole day till my tuition time !
the kids are haha... what can i say... they are simply cute man.. but they can be horrendrous at times too.. lol.. half way thru my tuition.. lucas called.. n he "created" such a big commotion in my tuition class.. omg.. jitao dotz..
anyway met up wif him at jp n we took a cab down to cuppage to meet up wif the rest.. erm.. got cw, rh, cindy, az, lz, wx, ql, hc, hanz, jr and jerm.. sang onli 1 song.. lolz.. too much ppl le.. after wards.. went out to have a talk wif zhen gal.. its girls' talk ! so.. details not mentioned.. after wards.. jr n lz came out to look for us.. then jerm.. then ronghua.. haha.. n there we are discussing abt erm.. guys? lolz.. no.. on wat makes us happi? haha...
went to swensen's... took some pictures.. n went home... zZZZZzzzzzzz

saturday - 2 april

went to clementi mac to study.. as to why i go all the way there... i shall not say anymore..
part time came to find mi n we went to malay coffee shop for ban mian !!! yummi.. then we went to westmall.. n i saw my bag !!! exactly the bag i saw 1 year ago... i so wanted to get my hands on it !! its on my wishlist !!! =pPp

sunday - 3 april

went to bugis to pray wif my mama.. then to burger king for some studying.. sadly.. these few days i did not accomplish much progress in studies.. hiak.. my paper is like on tuesday.. lucas came over to acc mi.. haha.. tt guy even went to purchase some books.. surprising hur? but the books he bought were quite interesting..
couldnt concentrate anymore.. so went to bugis junction walk around n all.. n went to watch wedding date !! superb show..... lolz.. its realli veri veri romantic, veri cute n veri nice ! lolz.. thumbs up !!
part time came to look for us.. then we went over to meet up wif zz ql spencer n hanz..
in the end mi, zz, part time n lucas went to ktv... its the fourth time i went ktv this week !! -_- but i realli had a great time there... lolz.. i started to take alot alot alot of pictures wif lucas' phone.. lol.. till memory full !!! then i took wif part time's phone.. haha.. had alot of stupid pics wif zz.. jitao laugh till i peng haha... then i set wallpaper in part time n lucas' phones.. muahahaha !!!

monday - 4 april

went to bp mac to study./... hiak.. no motivation to study at all.. was drifting away from my books every few secs.. lolz.. went home to take a rest... till night.. wanted to study.. jus then lucas called.. n all the way till mn.. lolz.. went to slp after tt again.. lolz.. -_-

tuesday - 5 april

my first paper !!! omg.. woke up a few hours earlier to read thru abit.. n as usual i gave up to temptation.. watched a date with vampire 2.. lolz... studied n understand abit.. off to the examination room le..
surprisingly the paper was freaking easy.. lolz.. do until i jitao happi.. lucky i did not read much.. lolz.. haha.. i m so like in a holiday mood now... doesnt seems tt i m having exams hur... hopefully i will be able to pull thru the next few papers..
went for tuition again.. some misunderstanding occured.. but its ok.. n the kids are sweet today.. they are so obedient .. lolz.. =)

- 1 paper down! -

wednesday - 6 april

was so damn tired... slept like no one's business.. yawnz !!!
woke up by lucas' msg... -_- went to westmall for lunch wif him....muahaha.. the purpose of going there was to get the bag !!!! i finally saved up enough to buy the bag.. so so so happi... lolz.. went walk walk around then.. then played arcade wif him.. haha.. horrible man.. he always win mi de.. =(
went to burger king to study... while tt pig went home to slp.. lol.. ky came to look for mi... n after afew hours.. both of us couldnt concentrate.. so here am i at his hse... typing my blog... cos my internet's down !! n my bro dont wanna fix it... so sad....